To Surrender

Year: 2022

Dimensions: 7.25” H x 5.25” L x 5.25” D

Materials: Brick, porcelain, resin, foam, poppy seeds, silk, needle and found objects

Never once

I tell my parents 

我愛你

But I tell

my English-speaking 

Lovers

“I love you”

Before I hang up

Before I sleep

And before I leave

To love 

In Chinese

Is to withhold

the intense emotions

At heart

And only address it 

In the last moments 

Meandering in

Such polar approaches 

Taught me to be 

In the middle

Not to love too lightly

Or too heavily

But the confusion lies 

In not knowing 

What to say 

when I mean it

And what to do 

when I feel it

-The Weight of Words